And much as i want to be there for you like i've told you i would time and again,
its hard, but i want you to know i'm trying, and that i still care.
and all this while that i've known you i've listened to you when you were down; did you know yours was a common name in my prayers.
and it still will be.
cause' all along all i wanted for you was to walk out of messes and move on.
i know i've showed you no one can just "forget" how to love.
but i'm sorry that i can't trust you,
i'm sorry that you have to hate me this way, such that it scares me.
i'm sorry that i'm not who you thought i was, and i won't ever be.
but i didn't and i won't ever ignore you, so don't you dare think that.

i love you, as a friend. like i've always had.(:
and i want my friends to be happy. i want YOU to be happy.